We all go through difficulties now and then. The tricky part is not getting stuck thinking it will not improve. Here are some steps you can take to help yourself not only get past the hard times, but actually learn and improve because of them. Get a journal just for this event. Write whenever you have feelings, memories, anxiety, etc...
Why should you work at developing a strong sense of self motivation? Because there is a power in being motivated. Self motivation comes with effort. If you have no lack of effort and you continue to try new things no matter how many times you fall down, you’ll eventually realize your goals and dreams...